This past Sunday I went in for my 8th IUI. I don’t know if that makes me crazy or just passionate about what we want as the end result. I’m 4 days into my two week wait, I usually don’t start over analyzing or going crazy until the end of the first week so I have 3 more days of sane left in me. I’ve been pregnant before (none have resulted in a birth yet) so I know the signs I should be looking for. So far I haven’t been awaken with the sudden urge to pee, I haven’t had any implantation bleeding and my boobs still feel as normal as they always do. Ugh what I wouldn’t give for sore boobs right now…you all know the desired symptoms I’m talking about! So I know how I should be feeling and when I don’t feel anything I know we have another round that didn’t go our way. I don’t get it because the last few times that we’ve done this everything has looked perfect for the both of us. It amazes me how anyone in this world gets pregnant. Even if I think I’m not pregnant I will always still test because if by some crazy miracle it happens without me getting any of the symptoms I need to know. I’ve had 2 eptopics in the past so I’m at a higher risk for having another one and I only have 1 tube so to lose the other one would be devastating. I have to keep reminding myself that all of this is out of my control and whatever happens will happen and we’ll be ok.
Before I close I want to give a huge hug to the first of my followers and for taking the time to comment with such positive words. It’s amazing how so many of our stories overlap and I hope I can be just as supportive to you as you are to me.
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