3 more gets up before I can test. Tomorrow we’re leaving for Florida for a week, I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or bad that I’ll have to test while on vacation. We were in Florida last Sept when I found out I was pregnant…that was 7 months ago. Florida has brought so many memories, some good and some not so good into my life. We got engaged there, had our engagement pics taken, experienced a miscarriage, found out we were pregnant while we were there and now whatever happens on Monday will be added to my list of memories.

I’m pretty in tune with my body, how can I not be after all I’ve been through. So I usually know when a month has been successful or not and I can honestly say I have no idea what to expect on Monday. The only symptom I’ve been having is I’m really bloated but that could just be a side effect from the meds I’m taking. It’s such a cruel joke that the meds they give you for infertility give you pregnant like symptoms. So I have mixed emotions…excited for a week away and re-connecting with John but nervous because I know the emotions all too well when you do everything right and you still get a BFN. Here’s to wishing!